Wednesday night was one of the best nights I've had in a very long time. I've had it on repeat in my mind since ever since.
for 3 hours I was intensely happy and I felt so, so loved. it was just you and me and nothing else in the world.
but all good things come to an end, now I'm just sad and confused and trying to not think about all the things we did that are going to make saying the impending goodbye that much harder
and it's killing me.
I told myself I wouldn't couldn't get attached that I wouldn't get sucked into it all that I was stronger than that